I really do. Working is not easy especially when u have to stare at the laptop about 9 hours per day. Can't say my work is stress yet cuz it's more of like doing a lot of manual stuff and checking. But seriously thinking back on those days in school, college, those days were heaven actually. Of course there were stress for assignments and exams but the stress of work cannot be compared to that. Education is about absorbing and understanding knowledges while working is about producing result that related to money for the company.
I always said that work takes almost most of our life after schooling is finished. It is true wert. Monday to Friday, working like 8+ hours daily, 40 hours per week. Don't count weekends, the working hours are like 1/3 of my weekdays. 8 hours of sleep per day, another 1/3 gone. Wow. Where's the life? Normally weekends are my "turning-off-laptop" days. Might on for a few hours but then really get bored of staring at machines most of the times. *sigh*
I hope I can get into a better state on my job soon then I can start reforming my life. I want a healthy and happy life. Healthy can start by shaping up and eating well and balanced. I want to look better in a year or two time. So we'll see what's going on. I don't want to say only but start doing already. Same goes to everyone. I hope all of you are living healthy and happy everyday, every minute, every second. Life is too short to be sad and unhealthy ;)
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
9.48 p.m.
It's gonna be 10 pm soon. And it means I have to go to bed soon and ready for a new week. It's gonna be the forth week for me in HP. Well this week I learned quite a lot about my team, my job. So I just hope I could be really familiar with my job and be useful for the team and able to perform well when my colleague is gone for army next week. I have to understand how the whole thing works.
Actually after 3 weeks of being in HP I can say I really am a lucky person to be where I am. Even if I can put back the clock and choose again, I will rather be nowhere than where I am now. I thank God again for that. Thank God for the blessings I get every minute, every second and I hope God will do the same to everyone I know.
Whee.. Next week is pay-day week. Can't wait to check out the bank account and I really have to save up for many many stuffs. Gadgets that I want, preparing for bill payment, joining gym, saving up for future vacation with mum... so many things.
Anyway, that's about it for now. Really excited about next week's Langkawi workshop trip. Going to stay in Sheraton Hotel, and I bet it's gonna be fun. I just hope I can get to know all my colleagues more and of course my boss. Haha. Nite everyone :)
Actually after 3 weeks of being in HP I can say I really am a lucky person to be where I am. Even if I can put back the clock and choose again, I will rather be nowhere than where I am now. I thank God again for that. Thank God for the blessings I get every minute, every second and I hope God will do the same to everyone I know.
Whee.. Next week is pay-day week. Can't wait to check out the bank account and I really have to save up for many many stuffs. Gadgets that I want, preparing for bill payment, joining gym, saving up for future vacation with mum... so many things.
Anyway, that's about it for now. Really excited about next week's Langkawi workshop trip. Going to stay in Sheraton Hotel, and I bet it's gonna be fun. I just hope I can get to know all my colleagues more and of course my boss. Haha. Nite everyone :)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Unpredictable
The world is unpredictable. What is going to happen on the next second? No one will ever know til it happens. *pray for those victims in China and Myanmar* All these natural disasters shown that the earth is really sick. Polar bears is going to extinct, ice land in Antarctica and Antarctic are melting away. So what's next? Last night there was a slight tremble in my area. It lasted less than 10 seconds and it was pretty scary actually = = Thank goodness it's nothing serious.
Well it's already the 3rd week for me at work. Actually right now my brain is pretty messed up. So blur with so many things and in a way I feel like I'm giving too much pressure to myself til I feel like I don't know what I'm doing in a way. Oh no. Chill Vic. It's just working.
Anyway, will be going to Langkawi next month starting 5th of June and will be back on 7 June. So many things are changing and I'm experiencing so many first time in my life so I do hope the brain could stop messing up and be prepared for tmr's training. Goodnight everyone.
Well it's already the 3rd week for me at work. Actually right now my brain is pretty messed up. So blur with so many things and in a way I feel like I'm giving too much pressure to myself til I feel like I don't know what I'm doing in a way. Oh no. Chill Vic. It's just working.
Anyway, will be going to Langkawi next month starting 5th of June and will be back on 7 June. So many things are changing and I'm experiencing so many first time in my life so I do hope the brain could stop messing up and be prepared for tmr's training. Goodnight everyone.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Life is all about waiting...
Yep indeed...We waited ever since the moment our parents "made" us. Waited for 9 months or so to be born into this world. When we were a baby, our parents waited for us to grow to crawl, walk, calling "papa" and "mama" while everyday we were waiting for time to pass by and to be fed when we were hungry. We waited for our favorite cartoons, commercial break on tv. Then we waited to go to school to get to know new friends, to be educated. When we were in school, we waited to finish our studies, and waited to work.
After we graduated, we waited for the right job to catch our eyes, then we apply for it. After we applied for it, we waited for the company to call up for an interview. Right after we attended the interview, we waited for "good news" from the company. If the company called to notify you the good news, you waited to start work. When you start work during the first week, you waited for your task. Then when you got your task, you'll be waiting for holidays to come. Then every end of the month, you will be waiting for the amount in your bank account to increase.
After that you will be waiting for your work to be appreciated, best, get promoted, salary increase. After your job got pretty steady and you got everything under control, you'll be waiting for love to come. If love comes, you will need to wait for the day when you and your other half's relationship comes to a point where the both of you can get married. Then after get married, waiting for a child to come into the family. Then wait for the child to grow up and earn money for you to use, to help you out and you retire then you wait for the day you die.
Wait wait wait. Life is all about waiting isn't it? Just like now, I'm waiting for my eyes to get sleepy and go to bed. So... goodnight :D
After we graduated, we waited for the right job to catch our eyes, then we apply for it. After we applied for it, we waited for the company to call up for an interview. Right after we attended the interview, we waited for "good news" from the company. If the company called to notify you the good news, you waited to start work. When you start work during the first week, you waited for your task. Then when you got your task, you'll be waiting for holidays to come. Then every end of the month, you will be waiting for the amount in your bank account to increase.
After that you will be waiting for your work to be appreciated, best, get promoted, salary increase. After your job got pretty steady and you got everything under control, you'll be waiting for love to come. If love comes, you will need to wait for the day when you and your other half's relationship comes to a point where the both of you can get married. Then after get married, waiting for a child to come into the family. Then wait for the child to grow up and earn money for you to use, to help you out and you retire then you wait for the day you die.
Wait wait wait. Life is all about waiting isn't it? Just like now, I'm waiting for my eyes to get sleepy and go to bed. So... goodnight :D
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
The beginning of another miserable week...
Not like I don't want to enjoy my work but after "working" for like 7 days, I just feel like a total idiot. Only yesterday my colleagues passed me some excel table to work on do some "simple calculation" well it would be nice if they ask me to write SQL queries cuz when it comes to formula, Excel's formula can be bloody complicated. Or maybe I'm stupid?!o.O
These few days what I did was mostly MSN, surf net, pretend to be busy like everybody else. *sigh* Not like I'm complaining about my job. I guess maybe I hope that I could learn up things soon then I can be more relax. Well relax in the sense that I know my stuff don't have to be miserable. And after that I can start planning the money to save each month and plan for vacation with mum. I promised her to bring her on cruise so I do hope I'll be able to do that end of this year or maybe next year after I finish my contract with HP? I don't know man. Probably I won't be able to do my job well even before the contract ends and they wanted to kick me out? Who knows? I know I'll try my very best :)
Seriously working takes all the time. Here's like what I do every weekday and goodness, my life is boring.
These few days what I did was mostly MSN, surf net, pretend to be busy like everybody else. *sigh* Not like I'm complaining about my job. I guess maybe I hope that I could learn up things soon then I can be more relax. Well relax in the sense that I know my stuff don't have to be miserable. And after that I can start planning the money to save each month and plan for vacation with mum. I promised her to bring her on cruise so I do hope I'll be able to do that end of this year or maybe next year after I finish my contract with HP? I don't know man. Probably I won't be able to do my job well even before the contract ends and they wanted to kick me out? Who knows? I know I'll try my very best :)
Seriously working takes all the time. Here's like what I do every weekday and goodness, my life is boring.
- 6/6.15am- Wake up, shower, breakfast
- 8am- Leave home, go to work
- 8.05 am- Reach my company, the day starts
- 12pm- Lunch time
- 12.40-12.50pm- Back to "work"
- 5.32-5.35pm- Go Home
- 6pm- TV+dinner
- 8pm- Shower+ Use my mac for a while
- 9.30pm- TV
- 10.30/11pm- Sleep
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Happy Mother's Day!
Well this year is one of the year that I didn't really do anything for mum. I used to draw cards, buy present.. But today just really nothing. First thing b/c of wallet empty, secondly even mum is lazy to celebrate and some more tmr will be Mum's birthday. Darn. I feel so damn guilty. The only thing I did was wished her happy Mother's day and saying I love you throughout the whole day. And this very random photoshop pic. Goodness I just don' t really put a lot of time on it. Sorry mum. I promise next year you'll have one unforgettable one. So for now... It's just gonna be this. Happy Birthday mum and I love you :)
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Blogging @ work
Haha since I've really got nothing to do, I might as well just drop a few lines. Well this whole week is like nothing much but reading reading reading.Totally blur out on the slides.So many unknown terms @.@ I do hope I can really do my job well on the upcoming days. Many people told me don't be worry and everything will be fine. Well today felt much more better than the past few days. Still feel uneasy as everybody is busy accept me. Lol.
Come to think about it actually one week can pass by quite fast. Today it's already Thursday and tmr is Casual day and weekends coming to visit soon. Yay!
This few days really blanko and *cough*bored. Humans are very hard to please. I happen to be one.Right now when I can't do anything, I feel like wanting to get into my job soon. I think if the work load is a lot I'll complain for having so much stuff to do. Yada Yada. Can't help it wert right? Hehe. But I hope I can be as good as my other teammates. They really contributed to the team and saved up a lot of times for some tasks. I will try my very best to learn whatever I should and be able to contribute as much as I can.
Anyway, I guess that's about it for today.Better get back to re-read the slides again as my colleague on SG will give me some briefing about my NCRF team later. Take care all.
Come to think about it actually one week can pass by quite fast. Today it's already Thursday and tmr is Casual day and weekends coming to visit soon. Yay!
This few days really blanko and *cough*bored. Humans are very hard to please. I happen to be one.Right now when I can't do anything, I feel like wanting to get into my job soon. I think if the work load is a lot I'll complain for having so much stuff to do. Yada Yada. Can't help it wert right? Hehe. But I hope I can be as good as my other teammates. They really contributed to the team and saved up a lot of times for some tasks. I will try my very best to learn whatever I should and be able to contribute as much as I can.
Anyway, I guess that's about it for today.Better get back to re-read the slides again as my colleague on SG will give me some briefing about my NCRF team later. Take care all.
Monday, May 5, 2008
First day at work...
I couldn't sleep last night and I got up early this morning. I got up around 6 automatically before the alarm clock calls me. Maybe I'm excited? I'm not sure. I guess more of like scared. Haha.
Well throughout the whole day in office I feel lost actually. Too many faces need to remember, even the office itself also blur me out. Nothing much to do today just that my senior asked another colleague to give me this big file containing some notes for me to "read". Honestly, I've flipped the file like countless time til I'm extremely bored as I don't have my laptop yet. No work, no surfing, no msn (haha somehow all my colleagues communicate through MSN most of the time). I kept looking at the clock today hoping that 5.30 comes soon. Not like I don't like my job. Is just that today I don't have anything to do or anything to make me pretty I'm busy at all. I guess this is like the life in office huh? I think I need some time to get used to it. Then later after lunch, my senior told me what he does and all. I understand is SQL queries and all but honestly it's so bloody complicated. I hope I can understand it as time goes by. I guess being a freshie got me pretty scared that I won't be able to perform my job well and eventually got fired. I know I know.. slap me. It's only the first day I already start feeling this way.
Honestly I can say even if I can do my job properly in the upcoming days, I'm not sure if I want to stay for many years. This is like a real office job. People don't really talk other than doing their job. Maybe it's just like a temporary feeling. I do hope things are not like what I thought in the upcoming days. Anyway, that's about it for today. My colleagues said that I'll have tons of work to do. I guess is a good thing right? Better than nothing to do and waiting for time to pass by. That's all for today. Goodnight everybody.
Well throughout the whole day in office I feel lost actually. Too many faces need to remember, even the office itself also blur me out. Nothing much to do today just that my senior asked another colleague to give me this big file containing some notes for me to "read". Honestly, I've flipped the file like countless time til I'm extremely bored as I don't have my laptop yet. No work, no surfing, no msn (haha somehow all my colleagues communicate through MSN most of the time). I kept looking at the clock today hoping that 5.30 comes soon. Not like I don't like my job. Is just that today I don't have anything to do or anything to make me pretty I'm busy at all. I guess this is like the life in office huh? I think I need some time to get used to it. Then later after lunch, my senior told me what he does and all. I understand is SQL queries and all but honestly it's so bloody complicated. I hope I can understand it as time goes by. I guess being a freshie got me pretty scared that I won't be able to perform my job well and eventually got fired. I know I know.. slap me. It's only the first day I already start feeling this way.
Honestly I can say even if I can do my job properly in the upcoming days, I'm not sure if I want to stay for many years. This is like a real office job. People don't really talk other than doing their job. Maybe it's just like a temporary feeling. I do hope things are not like what I thought in the upcoming days. Anyway, that's about it for today. My colleagues said that I'll have tons of work to do. I guess is a good thing right? Better than nothing to do and waiting for time to pass by. That's all for today. Goodnight everybody.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
The last day before the working life starts...
Well it's finally Sunday and I'm gonna start working tomorrow, I'm looking forward to it and yet I'm feeling a little scared? It's gonna be a whole new beginning, I don't know what's coming my way but I'm absolutely ready to welcome what's coming my way.
Actually I've got nothing much to be worried about since my company is so close to home. I just hope that when I start working those laziness that I had for the past few months can fade away soon. Data Analyst might not sound interesting and all, but I'm glad to be given an opportunity to try it out. Don't think I'll be able to blog as much as I used to from now onwards. Not like people really read anyway.
Well I always make mistake, I don't have great personality too. I pissed off easily. I respect everyone I've met as how they respect themselves. But there are also people who made me total lost my respect to them when I realised that they themselves don't even respect their own mind, body and soul especially when they are like giving all sorts of excuses and keep lying to themselves. Since they themselves don't give a damn about it, so why should I give a damn?So eventually "I find bliss in ignorance". The only thing I could do is to keep quiet and move on with my own life. Want to gain my respect again? Learn to respect yourself first.
I really appreciate every single friendship that I've made since the first day I started to make friends with others. When I became friends with others, I tend to give my whole heart out. But somehow not like everyone appreciate that. Some people think that friends are meant to take advantages of each other. No. That's not right at all. But somehow just face it, in this world today, majority of people are self-centered, taking other's advantage. *sigh* So I shall not say anything anymore. Keeping quiet and live my own life is the best option to do.
Anyway, that's about it for now. I wish everyone well on their upcoming days, till then take care. Ciaoz.
Actually I've got nothing much to be worried about since my company is so close to home. I just hope that when I start working those laziness that I had for the past few months can fade away soon. Data Analyst might not sound interesting and all, but I'm glad to be given an opportunity to try it out. Don't think I'll be able to blog as much as I used to from now onwards. Not like people really read anyway.
Well I always make mistake, I don't have great personality too. I pissed off easily. I respect everyone I've met as how they respect themselves. But there are also people who made me total lost my respect to them when I realised that they themselves don't even respect their own mind, body and soul especially when they are like giving all sorts of excuses and keep lying to themselves. Since they themselves don't give a damn about it, so why should I give a damn?So eventually "I find bliss in ignorance". The only thing I could do is to keep quiet and move on with my own life. Want to gain my respect again? Learn to respect yourself first.
I really appreciate every single friendship that I've made since the first day I started to make friends with others. When I became friends with others, I tend to give my whole heart out. But somehow not like everyone appreciate that. Some people think that friends are meant to take advantages of each other. No. That's not right at all. But somehow just face it, in this world today, majority of people are self-centered, taking other's advantage. *sigh* So I shall not say anything anymore. Keeping quiet and live my own life is the best option to do.
Anyway, that's about it for now. I wish everyone well on their upcoming days, till then take care. Ciaoz.
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