I was pretty shock when I see this news where Heath Ledger was found dead in a Manhattan apartment yesterday. I'm not his fan but just to pay my respect to him. I guess the death of Heath Ledger brought a great loss to the world of showbiz.
According to news, 28 years old Heath Ledger was found naked and face-down on the floor of his bedroom by a housekeeper about 3.30pm on Tuesday. And the news also reported that he had been ill with pneumonia. The police said that his death is accidental as well.
More information about the news of Heath's death can be found Here.
Heath Ledger acted in famous flick like Brokeback Mountain, The Patriot, A Knight's Tale and so on. He is suppose to play the role as The Joker on the sequel of Batman Begins. What a way to start off 2008. Rest In Peace, Heath Ledger.
An old song back in 2005, this song was featured in the Nana Movie where Yuna Ito acted as the lead singer of the band Trapnest. One of my recent favorite song, just beautiful ^_^
Lyrics: If you haven’t changed your mind Soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight
Tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no Osana sugita no Everytime I think about you baby Ima nara ieru I miss you It’s so hard to say I’m sorry
Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni Utaitai kono uta wo Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni
Memories of our time together Kesa nai de kono mama don’t go away
Atatakaku toke dashite tashikameru no Yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku Setsu nai hodo ni I’m missing you Kasaneta te hanasa naide
Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni Utai tai kono uta wo Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni
Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni Utaitai kono uta wo Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni
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Translation:
If you haven’t changed your mind Then I want you by my side Tonight
I’m so tired of always having to bluff Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young If I could just tell you I miss you It’s so hard to say I’m sorry
You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone but just for you An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever
Memories of our time together this way, they don’t go away
Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared, gentle tears started to spread over my chest This is not where it ends, I’m missing you please don’t let go of my hand
You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you just one more time An ENDLESS STORY of undying love tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever
You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone but just for you An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever
I would like to tell you how sorry I am for not treating you right for the pass few years and brought you into serious damage. Luckily is not too late save you from falling off completely. Lol. I do hope you could forgive me for my mistake and from now onwards I will take extremely good care of you like I never did before. I hope you could stay with me as long as you could and you do know how much I love you right? And thank you for being alive again. Muacks.
*sigh* I just keep giving excuses to myself for not looking for a job. Yes I'm broke but that excuse didn't seem to persuade me to work. *screams* I felt completely useless now. Most will definitely think that way. To be honest I'm bored at home. Very bored in fact. I'm just scared. *sigh* I kept thinking wanting to work only. How nice if there's a job offer that doesn't require me to go for ANY interview with good pay. Right. *dream on*
Before this I was saying that I wanted to get a job after Xmas is over. Now Xmas is already over for a while, my mind just wanted to wait til CNY is over. Lol. Excuses,excuses, excuses. Can Victoria overcome her excuses period and find a job eventually? Find out next time on the words of vicdom. No specific time of airing but you'll know when the time comes. -> Insane. Enough said.
2008 that is ^_^ Had a pretty "peaceful" night last night, didn't go anywhere for party and just countdown with myself. Lol. sad huh?
It's a brand new year and I do hope this year I will have less complain and less sigh-ings. Lately I've been having this bad feeling about my upcoming days when I start thinking about w-o-r-k. Knowing myself didn't get good result for my Degree is already a bad starting point for my career. (Maybe not I hope)People have been asking me what sort of job will I be applying for and honestly, I can really say that I do not know at all b/c I haven't really got into it yet. I've been giving myself all sorts of reasons for not to work just yet.
I guess probably it's time to do something useful since one of the resolution for 2008 is to be more useful. I've been pretty useless actually. Didn't do anything that is productive and useful for my life, family and the world. Ha.
Somehow I realised I have the habit of looking/thinking back at my old stuffs. Friends, music that I used to listen to, even those stupid crush that I had on guys, etc. And when I think of the recent years, it felt like I didn't live my recent years to the fullest. I didn't social much, mostly stick to home and college for class only. It seems like I've almost become a loner. Oh No. I so don't want that to happen. I'm the kind of person who likes having friends around me, I don't like to do things alone, but ever since I got into a place called KDU, everything changed. Even my attitude. 3 years is not a very short period of time nor it's very long but I guess it's long enough to change me in terms of thoughts and attitudes.
I guess right now I'm ready to look for some new changes in me. I don't want to live like how I did for the past 3 years. It's enough. Time to walk out from that door and breathe in a new life. Job hunt starts later this afternoon right after the "spring cleaning" of my room ^_^ Alright folks, Happy New Year to all and I hope everyone will have a great year ahead fills with happiness and great stuff. Good night.
