*sigh*

Omg.. i'm so gonna cry soon. It's gonna be the end of March edi and still no news about my applications? Did something went wrong? Or maybe those employers think that I'm not good enough to be hired? *sigh*

Nothing much happened, going to "visit" my dad this Sunday. Somehow I really miss him these few days. Especially after my mum brought back the portrait that were taken during graduation day. I wish that he was there too so we can have a complete portrait. *sigh* I miss you dad. I want to be your daughter again to make it up to the time that we've missed of knowing each other.

When I have nothing else better to do, I tend to think about nonsense like why am I unwanted. Well not that I'm desperate to have a bf or something is just that I always wonder why am I those kind of girl who is not even guy's type. *sigh* I know why. forget it. I just hate talking about lovey dovey stuff. I always welcome my friends come to me and tell me about their relationship problem and all. But sometimes it will irritate me not b/c of their problem but my own. I will think about stuff like how come nobody loves me like how my friends did to their other half. Blah.. I'm not even interested to be in love now. So... who cares?

Anyway, I guess I'll have to print more and more resume and mail directly to those companies. That's all for now. I do hope the next entry I can talk about my new job. *finger crossed* Take care y'all..

Now this color is interesting...

Not a fan of gold color, found someone posted these pics of Mac Book Pro in gold. Haha. Gold MBP. I guess i still like the original color of it :D and I bet this will be much more heavier if it's really made out of gold. lol.