What hurts the most? Love i think...

Well I don't know. I don't consider myself really being loved before cuz during my younger days I guess that was just not you call true love. I don't even know what love means between a couple cuz I have not really tried it. Maybe there are someone waiting for me, but what if there's no one waiting at all? Isn't that sad? Snap back to reality, these kind of stuff are meant to be. Who doesn't want to be loved? But when there's no one for you, what can you do?

Haha. I sounded a little desperate huh? Well not like everyone can understand me anyway. I'm strong? Partially. Maybe. Maybe not. God has always been fair, He won't be giving everything to a person. When you have something, there must be something that someone else have and you don't. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining about my life. God has been really good to me to give me everything I own up 'till today and I'm absolutely thankful for that. But somehow nothing could really sate humans greed and always caught themselves in a self-contradicting situation. *sigh* *pointing at myself* But anyway, I'm always happy for those who found their true love and living happily ever after. So I do hope I can find my "he" one day. But for now, this song is making me sad and yet I love it so much. Although I've not been a fan of country songs, this song make it to my list of favorite songs somehow. Here it is, "What hurts the most" by Rascal Flatts (a 2005 song Haha.)



Lyrics:

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do