*sigh*

Omg.. i'm so gonna cry soon. It's gonna be the end of March edi and still no news about my applications? Did something went wrong? Or maybe those employers think that I'm not good enough to be hired? *sigh*

Nothing much happened, going to "visit" my dad this Sunday. Somehow I really miss him these few days. Especially after my mum brought back the portrait that were taken during graduation day. I wish that he was there too so we can have a complete portrait. *sigh* I miss you dad. I want to be your daughter again to make it up to the time that we've missed of knowing each other.

When I have nothing else better to do, I tend to think about nonsense like why am I unwanted. Well not that I'm desperate to have a bf or something is just that I always wonder why am I those kind of girl who is not even guy's type. *sigh* I know why. forget it. I just hate talking about lovey dovey stuff. I always welcome my friends come to me and tell me about their relationship problem and all. But sometimes it will irritate me not b/c of their problem but my own. I will think about stuff like how come nobody loves me like how my friends did to their other half. Blah.. I'm not even interested to be in love now. So... who cares?

Anyway, I guess I'll have to print more and more resume and mail directly to those companies. That's all for now. I do hope the next entry I can talk about my new job. *finger crossed* Take care y'all..

Now this color is interesting...

Not a fan of gold color, found someone posted these pics of Mac Book Pro in gold. Haha. Gold MBP. I guess i still like the original color of it :D and I bet this will be much more heavier if it's really made out of gold. lol.

Certain regrets can't be unravelled...

*sigh* I should have known this would happen. I shouldn't be bother about any nagging and went to the Backstreet Boys' concert the other day. Darn. God knows when will they be coming to Malaysia again. Argh. I hate myself right at this moment. From this moment on I shall not make decision that will make me regret. For goodness sake I'm a grown up. Not like I will disrespect my mum or something but sometimes she can be a little overprotecting. Serves me right. I shouldn't be a good girl sometime.

Right now I even think of flying over to Korea or any other country to watch them. Damn. I hate that feeling. I may not be the biggest fan of them now but I was once a huge fan of theirs and last time they canceled the concert due to the 9-11 incident and after that they came once for the Forces of Nature concert which I didn't make it and this time, the reason is nothing. I should have acted like how I did for LP's concert. I was complaining to my mum til she gave up. *sigh* I sound so mean.

Anyway, this kind of regret cannot be undone so I just have to accept it. I guess it takes time to get over this regret. And tmr, I'll be going to the KLCC convention centre for the Career Fair and honestly speaking I'm not very well prepared. I thought I'll have extra time but there were too many things to be done today so I do hope I can get something out of that fair tmr and get a freaking job. Nite.

Yesterday...

I used to enjoy blogging so much but nowadays I'm just too lazy to update as there's nothing much to talk about my recent life. *sigh* I'm in the very lost state at the moment, trying to search for the right direction for my life ahead.

Anyway I guess I'll be blogging once in a blue moon from now onwards. I do hope life will be busy on the upcoming days. At least busy with work will be a good thing rather than rotting at home.I will try my very best to search for the right direction and I do hope my friends will find what they want in their life either in education or work or maybe love. So good luck to everybody, let's work hard together to live our life to the fullest :) Anything just contact me through msn or SMS. A SMS once in a while would be nice :D Take care y'all.

Happy Chinese New Year

Lol. this place is like those abandoned city of the old times.. Who cares right? Anyway... tomorrow is CNY eve. So before anything else, wanna wish everyone who bothers to read a very Happy Chinese New Year and hopefully everyone will have a great year ahead filled with wealth, health and happiness.

My convocation was held last Saturday at Nikko Hotel.And most pics that I've taken just blur T_T Luckily I did attend or else I'll be absolutely regret cuz I thought of not going in the beginning. Although I did not study at overseas, at least I went for a convocation :D

Anyway, gotta run now. Happy Chinese New Year to all. *hugs*

R.I.P Heath Ledger (1979-2008)

I was pretty shock when I see this news where Heath Ledger was found dead in a Manhattan apartment yesterday. I'm not his fan but just to pay my respect to him. I guess the death of Heath Ledger brought a great loss to the world of showbiz.



According to news, 28 years old Heath Ledger was found naked and face-down on the floor of his bedroom by a housekeeper about 3.30pm on Tuesday. And the news also reported that he had been ill with pneumonia. The police said that his death is accidental as well.

More information about the news of Heath's death can be found Here.

Heath Ledger acted in famous flick like Brokeback Mountain, The Patriot, A Knight's Tale and so on. He is suppose to play the role as The Joker on the sequel of Batman Begins. What a way to start off 2008. Rest In Peace, Heath Ledger.

Endless Story- Reira Starring Yuna Ito

An old song back in 2005, this song was featured in the Nana Movie where Yuna Ito acted as the lead singer of the band Trapnest. One of my recent favorite song, just beautiful ^_^



Lyrics:
If you haven’t changed your mind
Soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight

Tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no
Osana sugita no Everytime I think about you baby
Ima nara ieru I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

Memories of our time together
Kesa nai de kono mama don’t go away

Atatakaku toke dashite tashikameru no
Yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
Setsu nai hodo ni I’m missing you
Kasaneta te hanasa naide

Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni

Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

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Translation:

If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever